Since she’ll never see this…

it’s getting harder and harder to mask these feelings……and I hate this soo much….knowing you’ll never have that person but you can’t seem to let them go for your own good….

next year’s gonna suck especially, i don’t know what I’m gonna do how I’m gonna control myself….I just keep thinking just one more year then I’ll never have to see her again if I choose not too……I’m hoping next year goes by as quick as this one did…….

this sucks soo much……but so does my life……ahhhh feelings suck.